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Friday, April 27th, 2007
4:33 pm	april (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 22nd, 2007
8:13 am	7 months ago (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 1st, 2007
11:12 pm	darlings birthday girl my 18th, exactly a year ago.feels like yesterday.... of course... see you all in amsterdam, Current Music: eric clapton (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, November 17th, 2006
4:21 pm	S&L there are just some things, that no matter how hard life gets, no matter how alone you can be, that you cant forget. its the reminder of the good. we think only the bad things of our past can torment us. but sometimes life is opposite. when things get terrible we forget the bad- because we need the good memories to help us survive. and when things get ok again, they still hang with you, even if you dont need them so much anymore. but im glad i have good memories. memories of sticky summer air, in june, climbing out of windows and driving off in our first cars. sipping beer in plastic cups and thinking we were so cool, marborollos dripping from our fingers. driving down the city highway , all the windows down, skipping class for no reason but to spend more time together. all the various hangout places that came and went, but the one coffee shop that always stayed. so many flings, so many relationships, so many different friends that passed like seasons. festivals with blankets on dirty grass, dirty hair, dirty skin. but we were so soft and young and fresh. alot of laughter, and crying, and screaming, and honest faces. but laughter ,laughter that could be heard like church bells ringing in the night. laughter that came from that deep pit of your stomach where life feels real, because you can feel it shaking as you smile. sitting in the kitchen and eating creations from spreads and dips and then going out to dinner, and then to a 24 hour cafe as soon as its early enough to be called breakfest, basically anytime after midnight. having a hand to hold , and knowing that even when you fight, youre going to make up. having fights out of love. having love from being unbelievable friends. and having friends that you can only dream about. (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 5th, 2006
2:12 pm	its raining in jerusalem i wish i could just stay off everything on the internet( livejouranl, facebook, myspace, etc) forever. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 25th, 2006
10:55 pm	I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS SARAH AND LIZ. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, October 17th, 2006
12:19 pm	Dictionary.com makes me nostalgic. (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2006
1:30 am	this will KILL YOUR COMPUTER i love it here, most of the time. but lately ive found myself looking at pictures from home. i never realized how great my lfie in austin was until i left it. suprise suprise. i dont want to go home for good, just for one hour. because i really miss some people/times.so heres some memories. ( just for ONE hour ) (11 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 2nd, 2006
8:50 pm	this was the weirdest 24 hours. the ultimate sin on the day of atonement. (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
12:02 am	FINALLY!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 14th, 2006
1:18 am	i cant explain this country, except, its my home. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 25th, 2006
5:27 pm	happy 5 months babe miss you already (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 20th, 2006
3:50 am	i leave in less than 2 weeks for 11 months, across an ocean, 11 months and i wont be here for a day, and, i wish i was leaving tomorrow. i am really ready to begin my life. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 5th, 2006
11:57 pm	its simple- shhhh im really tired (but its still funny) of people coming up to me acting like they know whats going on in my life, or all the fake people that come up to me pretending to care about this or that, or try to express all this concern all the time, and i know everything that you all say when i turn around. seriously, no one is sincere about ANYTHING anymore. i dont want your concern, i dont want your desire to know my plans next year, stop asking me like you care, i dont care about ANY of you! it doesnt mean i wish bad things upon any of you, i just am indifferent. i have made choices in my life that have led me down several paths- every day is a learning experience. no one will have a decent life without getting stuck- and you cant get stuck without having to make the choices that get you there. but i love myself- and its not vanity and its not arrogance. i dont sit around taking pictures of myself- i love myself because im real and i dont bullshit with all this gossip and fakeness. if you want to know something about my life - ASK me about it. dont make up your mind in private about me and then come up and pretend to be my friend. all i know is im going to get a lot farther then any of you will.because yes, no matter what ive done in my life, atleast i dont LIE about it- because every one that goes on about anything i do has done it themselves- ive seen you all fucked up out of your minds- and im not even saying its a bad thing! we are young and having fun. its ok to get messed up and be silly, and you all do! but i dont need to justify what i do. i know who i am. i know how to balance my life. i have what i need. i have a good life and i work and i run and i feel good and i eat well and i have an beautiful boyfriend who no- isnt prince charming, but i dont WANT prince charming, or anyone close to him, i dont want an obsessive and clingy relationship. we are in a real testing relationship and i know love so much more because of it. and i dont want a million friends- the more friends you have the least valuable each one becomes. i have a couple best friends and they will be my friends forever. because they have all taken the time to get to know me. and its doesnt mean i dont want more friends. i am content with what i have and i dont need more but if you want to really be my friend then shut UP and stop being so ignorant and ask me, dont tell me. when i say its funny, its just funny to me that you all care so much, to like , make me care about you. i dont- i could, but i think most people i know are insecure and really unsatisfied with themselves so they take it out on people who are ok with their lives. people cant stand to see others happy- well guess what? i AM! and my life is wonderful, and im gettin the hell outta here, its just so funny. (Comment on this)
Friday, July 28th, 2006
12:35 pm	WYATT GOT AN APARTMENT! WYATT GOT AN APARTMENT! and it is has the cutest balcony and a tiny little dishwasher and a tiny little stove BUT a huge walk in closet and its his but mine and its perfect and he moves in wednesday! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 12th, 2006
4:33 pm	gay marriage is WRONG! Top 13 Reasons Why Gay Marriage is Wrong 13. Gay marriage will change the foundation of society; we could never adapt to new social norms. Just like we haven't adapted to cars, the service-sector economy, or longer life spans. 12. Children can never succeed without a male and a female role model at home. That's why our society has no single parents. 11. Gay marriage is not supported by religion. In a theocracy like ours, the values of one religion are imposed on the entire country. That's why we have only one religion in America. 10. Obviously gay parents will raise gay children, since straight parents only raise straight children. 9. Straight marriages are valid because they produce children. Gay couples, infertile couples, and old people shouldn't be allowed to marry because our orphanages aren't full yet, and the world needs more children. 8. Gay marriage should be decided by the people and their elected representatives, not the courts. The framers checked the courts, which represent mainstream public opinion, with legislatures created to protect the rights of minorities from the tyranny of the majority. Interference by courts in this matter is inappropriate, just as it has been every time the courts have tried to hold back legislatures pushing for civil rights. 7. Straight marriage will be less meaningful if gay marriage were allowed; the sanctity of Britany Spears' 55-hour just-for-fun marriage would be destroyed. 6. Civil unions, providing most of the same benefits as marriage with a different name are better, because "separate but equal" institutions are a good way to satisfy the demands of uppity minority groups. 5. Straight marriage has been around a long time and hasn't changed at all; women are still property, blacks still can't marry whites, and divorce is still illegal. 4. Legalizing gay marriage will open the door to all kinds of crazy behavior. People may even wish to marry their pets because a dog has legal standing and can sign a marriage contract. 3. Gay marriage will encourage people to be gay, in the same way that hanging around tall people will make you tall. 2. Being gay is not natural. Real Americans always reject unnatural things like eyeglasses, polyester, and air conditioning. 1. METEORS and VOLCANOES. --- "we all know that it wasn't gay marriage that killed the dinosaurs -- it was a meteor that God sent to earth to spite them because they all became gay. gay marriage itself doesn't kill anyone, it only gives them aids. my pastor told me that if we let gays get married their aids might mutate and become airborne, and then what, huh? airborne aids! then we'll all have to walk around wearing masks and rubber suits and that wouldn't be much fun now would it!" Current Music: toby keith (12 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, July 6th, 2006
2:54 am	MY BABIES YES (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 2nd, 2006
12:56 am	this has nothing to do with luck, but i have the best friends and the best boy EVER (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, June 27th, 2006
1:30 am	back in texas honestly, when you tell your aunt that the only sandwhich topping that you dont really like is jalepenos, and you end up with a sandwhich on jalapeno cheese bread, you can only sigh and forgive the poor goy. all minnesota did was make me actually be thankful, for the first time in a while, that, even if not religious, that im jewish. "so, are you happy to be home with your crazy jewish wife"?- my mom to my dad, after we recounted the story of aunt kim trying to pronounce israel and wondering what part of asia that might be... ps- did the long shirt phase pass while i was gone (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 25th, 2006
6:14 pm	when is this long shirt phase going to pass? im sorry but i just dont understand why people dont just go by dresses if they want a shirt that long. ill pay a designer to remember that people have short torsos too (2 Comments |Comment on this)